Name:uncommon_guy Country:United States State:New York Metro:Brooklyn Gender:Male
Interests:self improvement, stop being a playa, start becomin a man, try to date someone i'm usually not attracted to Expertise:not a nice guy, or a bad guy
not a great guy or a jerky guy
not yours or any other's
i'm nowhere or anywhere
i'm confused but i'm alert
i know where i will go and it's greatness
for i am nobody but a somebody.
not the nice guy i was once or half the person u loved. i'm more than that, i becomed more. i'm more sufficent now. Occupation:Student Industry:Medical
Feeling appreciated, feeling loved, freedom, stability, mystical settings/enchantment, dreaming, having their input valued, being unique
Dislikes
Feeling vulnerable, having no goals to move toward, feeling invalidated, being criticized, illiteracy, noisy scenes and displays, having no sense of structure
Ideal careers
caring for the needy as in the fields of medicine or veterinary medicine• anything related to the sea • acting • psychics or mystics • religion • cooking • pharmacist
this weekend on saturday, i will attend the new york comiccon voluteer reunion at grand central in the food court at 11am. if anyone wishes to meet me there and hang out you're more than welcome to do so. they will talk to us about future up and coming cons...after that i'm goin to work...back to my dull life.
It's been a couple of weeks since the new York comic con which by the rocked. More than 77,000 people pass the Jacob center's doors. Some of the panels and screening were good especially the preview for pixar's up and astro boy. Bit the really great part of it was I was able to watch the frost hour of up. Not sure if it's in the same league as nemo bit it's cool. It's really not what you expect though thTs for sure. This weekend is my birthday, I really don't feel like celebrating it though. I mean I don't have much to celebrate another year of live. At first I was really excited, but now I just feel down and depressed. So much as happened, I didn't get in to the program I wanted to get in. My parents are worried for me because they don't feel like I can amount to anything. But one thing that I know in my life that really meant something or should I say someone just... She was just overwelmed with her things. I wanted to be a part of her life. Right now I just feel like there's no reason to celebrate. Bit I would do anything to get her to talk to me. I need people to talk to. The only people I talk to is my sister and a dear friend monica. I've been abandon by some many that I fear it. About two and a half years ago I meet in my mind a princess in armour. She was to save me. And my god I was alive, we spoke about our past. She would talk about the men in her life. So sad, how they use and abuse her. From that moment on I know I met a kindred spirit. For me I was what I thought was love. I meet a girl and I told her my feelings. She rejected and blocked me . I felt like nothing just a speck of dirt. But now there's a reason why she had to do what she had to do. But I just can't help not loving and worrying about her. I just want to keep in touch with her. I thought of joining the army, if I get killed so be it. I didn't care. Now I worry my sister and monica, if I could just to to her we can just understand each other. I know why, but I can't accept it. I just can't turn my back to happiness. But I think she blocked me cus I didn't listen. The reason is I knew she has a tendency of being negative. It get so bad that she stops talking to friends. I felt if she can some how cheer up she open up to people so she can be happy. PEople need people, that's why I'm so optimistic, I try to gave her a reason to cheer up. God I really miss her, I hope I hear from her, she can once again save me.
arggggggggggggg classes started... weeks later -.-+++ anyways let's see so much happened but i care not to discuss what happened lol so be cool and stay in school...eventho there;s alot of ppl telling me that i'm worthless
